This is pretty much what I did, particularly the 'panic' as things got worse. I'm back though, as promised! maybe a day late but I thought I would give you a break on Sunday. I made great inroads on Saturday, I decided again, to put something off until today, but then I realised I really need to be doing this NOW, so I did it, yes me, I DID IT!! The 'did it' was selling something I still thought I needed as I am saving to start in a Network Marketing business. I'm nearly there, just £20 short now. It is also my intention to share this experience with you, not as a 'sales pitch' but to show methods, get help! and to see if I can get moving quickly as I need to establish a strong income in as short a time as possible. SO ANY HELP WOULD BE GREATLY APPRECIATED.

I do now feel though as if I have turned a corner. I have put things off and off and off again until they turned sour and cost me dearly. I always believe that something will 'come' or 'happen' to change things, that magic happening that rarely comes. I guess I hoped also that they would 'go away' but they never do, of that I can guarantee you and I am now trying to raise myself from the 'ashes of stupidity'.

The 'luck' that we expect, and sometimes feel as if we deserve, deserts us and all that did was push me further towards procrastination and I found myself relying on the days the Lottery was being played. I know some of you will think I am stupid, and others will relate to it. God helps those who help themselves, so that is what I am now doing, helping myself as well as helping as many people as possible to overcome this state of mind and live their life to the full. See you tomorrow.

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